School and the like

I thought I'd take a minute and catch y'all up, seeing how I've been so great at keeping up with crap.

School is better than I expected, really. I expected to come back and really not want to be here. Well, in a way I don't, but seeing some of my friends again is so nice.

I feel somewhat burnt on ensembles and it's only Wednesday. This is a very, very bad sign. That and Opera really hasn't even started yet. I just hope and pray that I'll make it through this year. I just need to keep plugging along, I suppose.

My voice lesson today rocked. I really forget what it's like to hear yourself sing correctly. It makes me quite excited about performing again, something I rarely, if ever, get to do. For this I'm excited.

As the days draw closer to my boyfriend leaving, the sadder I seem to be. Granted, I feel bad because of the lack of sleep I've caused him, but still. It's just so hard to know that he's not going to be close enough for me to see regularly. *sigh*

I'm somewhat annoyed at the fact that I have to audition for orchestra and choir again. Damn protocol. Gah. If you go into these audtions knowing full well that you'll be section leader, what is the point? (Dr. St. Pierre has already told me that I'll be tenor section leader... granted its not that kind of audition) What are they going to do, tell me I can't lead myself, as far as cello is concerned? lol. It's just humorous.

I've been toying with the idea of going up and studying with Ryan in SLC a couple of times a month, as well as studying with Tracie. I just kind of think it'd be a really good thing for me. The issue is times and stuff like that. I just have to clear such things with my professors. *sigh* That'll be the hard part. That and I don't know Ryan's schedule. I'll have to talk to Tracie about it, I suppose. She knows best.

The new accompanist paperwork is the biggest pain. oy. That and my annoyance with the accompanists as it is makes life sad. But, what can you do? Whine and complain? I do that often enough as it is, sadly enough.

I need to get more sleep. It's not such a good thing to be this tired. I'll have to work on that.

Dreams can be so beautiful.