I find it hard to want to post my frustrations on here. I've had a really, really bad evening, but I don't know whether I should cross the boundry or not.

While part of me says that I don't want people to see this part of me, part of me also says that by posting about it makes it all the more real. I find myself not wanting to admit that I'm not bouncy and happy all the time. I know from certain people it's not a conditional thing, but still. I worry that showing these bad times will affect relationships, ones that I cherish very deeply.

I wish all a good night and I hope that all is going as good as possible. <3